Thursday, January 19, 2012

The End is Near...

but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:31


I read this verse today. I needed this verse. Today was quite possible one of the most painful days I have ever had. I am sick of pain. I am sick of puking. I am sick of being laid up. I am sick of feeling weak.

My life is not what I want it to be right now. My body hates me. I have battled with this problem for over 3 years now. It never gets easier. It hurts.

Weakness is something I despise. I feel so weak right now.

So today I prayed for strength and better health. I prayed that I can run with my husband again. That we can go for long walks on the beach like we used to. I prayed that the pain would go away and I could live a normal life again.

After praying I opened up the bible and found this verse. It is perfect in so many ways. It brightened my day!

Boy, I needed my day a little brighter! I went to the Dr today. I had a procedure done that was quite possibly the most painful thing I have ever gone through. It should relieve my issue in a few days. So I am praying the pain is worth it. My weekend will be full of pain but should be better and I should be running again by Wednesday. At least that is what they told me.

I had hope in the Lord, that he will give me strength. That He will take my pain away and give me my life back. That He will let me run and not grow weary.

So this weekend I will remain on limited bed rest and fight the pain. I will look up to Him for strength when I am weak.

Only a few days of pain before me than my life may be back to normal.

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