Thursday, March 29, 2012

Feeling the Love!

So yesterday wasn't the best day for me. I felt extremely weak both emotionally and physically. My positive attitude was lost in the fog that was looming outside.

Today is a new day.

Today is another gift from God.

Today is another day to live.

Last night I went to bed reading the best messages from so many amazing friends. I went to sleep feeling a lot of love! I woke up this morning ready to start a new day. I got more done this morning than I have in quite a few days. I showered, put real clothes and make-up on, did a load of laundry, vacuumed the house, and ran some errands. I was able to make it half way through the day before feeling sick.

I started my day reading this verse....

Two are better than one... If one falls down, his friend can help him up.
But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!
Eccleslastes 4:9-10


I am learning a lot while on this journey. I love how no matter what God throws at you, He is giving you an opportunity to learn. An opportunity to grow. I am learning that I am not always as strong as I feel I am. I am also learning that amazing friends can make you feel strong again. Words of encouragement and love can make you feel so powerful. God places some amazing people in my life during these very difficult times. I always find during these times that God shows me who my real friends are. He shows me who is invested, who truly loves me.

Your love got me out of my sweats and off the couch for half of the day. Although I am back in my sweats and on the couch I am happy. I got half a day. I got to feel good for a piece of my day. I am pretty sure I would have felt good all day but I had to go get some more medicine and my body doesn't really like it. Right now I feel physically sick, but mentally I am strong and healthy. I got great news from my Doctor this morning. He feels that the shot they are giving me is so effective that one more will get the job done. So he gave me that today. He feels that this is the last of it for me. I will go back next week to get some lab work done and see if he was right. I am confident that he is.

I believe that all the prayers that have been said for me were answered today. I believe that God gave me strength to be able to handle another shot today because of the prayers that all of you said. The words that were written to me built me up. I am afraid that I wouldn't have been as strong today when they told me I needed another shot if you all didn't give me the support you have given me. So thank you all for the love, prayers and kind words. Because of you today was a good day!!!

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