Friday, March 11, 2011

Put a fork in me.....

Today was just one of those days! Brighter days ahead, I am certain of it!!!

Here is my day in a nutshell....

 Thought I had my Dr appointment this morning, but due to unexpected house guests that was cancelled. Jillian came to me itching her head telling me how she can't stop itching. I suspected the worst and I was right....HEAD LICE!

Appointment cancelled and the war against the head lice began. Let's just say if they are hiring an exterminator in California I am the one they should hire....

Why California, you ask??  Because CA is the next state we will call home! Feelings on our move requires another blog at another time. I can say that I am trusting in God's plan for our family! That is where He wants us to go, so I will go with a smile on my face.

Could there be more crazy???  YES!!!  I also got a letter in the mail letting me know that the doctors need to compare all of my ultrasound films (present and past). What does that mean and why do they need to do this you may ask?   I too asked those same questions. Called the Dr and she said that they did see something on the film and want to compare my other films to see if it is something that has always been there. So add on another 30 days and I should know if it is cancer or not. Woot Woot!!!

I am trying my hardest to stay positive and trust God with His amazing plan for me. Just when you think you have been given all you can handle, we have been given a little bit more. I am finding peace in the fact that I know that God only gives us what we can handle. I am guessing that He thinks I am a pretty strong cookie...pretty much a full up rock star in his eyes, because I am not sure I can be given anymore!

Lots of questions! Still no answers, but staying strong and holding on to my faith one day at a time! Lice, California, bumps, lumps, pain.....Bring it!

Gracefully, I look up to you Lord and know that your plan has a purpose. I trust your plan and I am grateful that you gave me the gift of strength because if I were weak I would have quit a long time ago!!!

2 comments:

  1. Girl you are most definitely a rock star! Just remember that though all of this is a surprise to you not one bit of it is a surprise to Him and He has a handle on this. Before even the foundation of the world He knew everything right on down to the head lice. Rest and trust my friend rest and trust in Him. And believe me I'll be approaching the throne on your behalf! Blessings my friend!

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  2. Hang in there, girl! I'm still praying for you. Thanks for letting me know how to pray more specifically!

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